Sunday, November 4, 2012

The sons and daughters of eternity.

One man raging.

We all know that this world broke a long time ago.

The answer lies within those things that we most hate.

The answer lies in shifting our very souls.

We don't even know how to love.

There is a battle on the field of our unconscious.

It is between love of other people and love of ourselves.

One must rule the other.

So few realize how much they must sacrifice to truly love anyone.

So few realize how much they must be humiliated in order to be redeemed.

We must bow down to serve love.

We must bow down to serve kindness.

We must bow to down to God who is love itself.

Lose your sense of entitlement.

You are destined for love.

Follow the path you were always supposed to take.

Lose yourself and find life.

Forget yourself and find love.

Be free of your desires for wealth and fame.

Be free from the shackles of lust and greed.

Be free from the bitterness of resent and hate.

You are an empty vessel. Let love flow in and hate slip away.

Bow down to God.

Bow down to love, and be free.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Never Ending.

I was thinking that I should make a post because I got voted to be featured blogger, but I changed my mind.

I was going to make a light-hearted post, but that's just not where I am right now.

I am death-hearted right now.

I'm still hung up on my ex-girlfriend, definitely because she was my first real girlfriend. But that is just pathetic of me to talk about.

Everything reminds me of her. People expect me to just get over it and I want to, but it's like the saddest thing that's ever happened to me.

How do you crawl out of something that your heart was in so deep?

I wanted to be with her forever. How many days does it take to get over something like that?

I don't think I ever will.

I get into things so deeply.

Sometimes I'm glad it's over, but most the time there's just a silent tugging, a nudging sadness.

It's going to drive me insane. It's already started to.