Loneliness

I am alone. I feel alone.

I am terrified of people. I am terrified of almost everyone.

I don't really know what to do about it. Mostly I hide from everyone in my house like a vampire hides from the sun.

I don't have the tough skin that everyone else seems to have.

The smallest things hurt me.

I make shields to protect myself.

I ask God why I am so alone, but He doesn't tell me.

I don't know the reason for it. I don't know the use of it.

It's so hard for me to talk to people.

Everything moves so quickly. Everyone moves so quickly.

I can't handle that.